Orbitation

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Just before I leave Singapore..



I will want to announce my never-ending alliance and loyalty to the orange army.

Please, please, please, Holland, please win a World Cup while I am still alive.

Pretty please?

Pardon me

Upon looking at my previous post, I was horrified by the endless gramatical errors and mistakes in my use of expressions.

I basically massacred the lexicon with a rocket launcher on "infinite ammo mode", dragging it's ragged, bloodied carcass along the streets for everyone to behold.

But it was done at 3am so, like what those people say, pardon my language.

Ruby

Earlier today, after my last paper was finally done, I walked back to my room just like any other day. The path down the walkway led to the short diversion into NIE which in turn opened up to the various communial halls. The smells of the new hall canteen rised up from it's air-conditioned environment, carrying with it the conversations and laughters of it's loyal patrons.

A cut right and I found myself surrounded by the familiar halls that still had the Chinese New Year banners hung till this day. Strolling along the pavement, I will look for my classmates' cars lined up neatly in the parking lots. That is when I know that my room is just a left turn away.

Opening the door, I promptly put down my notes as I walked towards the window and proceeded to pull open the curtains when suddenly I felt an immense pain in my heart and half-collapsed, dropping to a kneel while my mind ran around shouting for help.

It was at this very moment that I subconsciously glanced through the window and what layed before me was the most beautiful piece of painting I have ever seen.

The whole sky was filled up by mists of brilliant red clouds, tides of ruby moving quietly among the heavens. A faint ray of orange light shot out from behind the clouds and began to spread itself out, brightening the precious jewels in the skies.

For a moment, for that very split second my mind said out loud, "yes, you can take me now. Relive me of this pain, and paint me along with this, take me now."

But it was not to be.

Moments later the pain subsided away along with the clouds and left me empty like the barren skies.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Another night

Another sleepless night as I look out of the window. Nothing stirred, even the greyed greenery stooped in motionless silence while the road is swept empty of its usual noisy travellers.

The clock read a dull 3:59, a quiet face devoid of any emotions as I understood that tonight will be another struggle to stay sane, a few more hours before I have to look normal again.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

100 words: Talent-less

I can't sleep, can't study, can't focus, can't think, can't sing, can't drive, can't dance, can’t get rich, can't fly, can't excel, can’t stop dreaming foolishly of being a good writer, can't appreciate, can't understand, can’t be humorous, can’t be contented, can’t be outgoing, can’t be interesting, can’t make you happy, can't stand in your shoes, can't make you laugh, can't brighten up your life, can't be exciting, can’t be good-looking, can’t have nice soft flowing hair, can’t have a good physique, can’t get out of my shell and say how I really feel.

No, no, I really simply can't.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

100 Words: Paperweight

It went on without much cordiality or belligerence, pretty much like how it has always transpired.

“Here are some notes on the details for your perusal.”

Numbers and facts, ideas and thoughts all congregate and disperse at the table, meted out at a sporadic and somewhat indisposed manner. The air-conditioner would knock itself intermittently amidst the exchanges across the table and arouse the curiosity of an individual or two, but usually just that individual or two.

“Good, are there anymore inputs?”

The papers began to look interesting, especially with the soft purring of the air-conditioner. It has finally stopped knocking.